the future of eyeorb.net

grah

as of late you've probably noticed that my site updates are very low quality or not that good......... honestly ive been super uninspired for a long time and i think i will close my site for a while because of that, i don't really like how it is right now because i straight up have not been able to be creative at all..

my site doesn't represent me as it is right now, there's this weird thing i have with stuff i create where in the beginning or middle or some other kinda point of its existence its at its peak (such as old art accounts, websites, my art style, etc) and then after a while it slowly drops in quality.... i have observed that the only way to fix this is a fresh start, unfortunately. i also suffer from paranoia so i'd like to have a quieter presence online, without as many eyes of various groups that may dislike me..

my main goal of having a site is actually having content, instead of being visuals heavy and not much to note. i also want to have things i am actually proud of on it. as i've been in a creative slump, i need to work on getting my inspiration back really bad. i want to be able to create cool things again, even my art i haven't been happy with lately... and i'd also like to have writings about various topics, but i have trouble expressing myself so severely i just stare blankly when people ask me to explain certain things... i just don't feel like a particularly interesting person right now and i want to fix that

i will not be deleting the site or anything, and i don't want to get a new domain because of buttons/webrings/etc not working, so i wont become unrecognizable or anything lol, as much as i want to.. i just want this site to have a purpose and actually inspire people

it will be up again in maybe a week so dont remove me from any webrings or remove my button pls just be patient